Exhausted...
Topic: Miscarriage
I'm unbelievably exhausted mentally and physically. I was up on and off through the night passing clots and other things. It was the most excruciating pain I have ever felt in my life but I think *hope* the worst is over. I'm still cramping and feeling generally uneasy but I'm sure that is to be expected, I'm just glad I have until Tuesday to try and recover. I won't be doing much of anything I don't think except maybe laying in bed and studying. Emotionally I'm okay I've cried all I can cry for now and I'm just trying to look on the bright side of things. Rich seems numb, he can talk about it without crying but only b/c he seems to not be putting any feelings into what he is saying. He wants to get a nice frame for the pictures of our little bean we got last night which sounds like a good idea. Bean looked so perfect with it's little arm and leg buds! It was still good we got to see it I think, it gave us a bit of closure. Anyhow, I'm going on hiatus for awhile from journals and message boards, I just need a break.